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March 14, 2004
Weight loss
Okay, so I have lost 20-30 pounds just by taking this medicine, Topamax. It's an anti-seizure drug, but it has a side effect of weight loss. My psychiatrist prescribed it for me.
I think I can lose more weight if I go back on weight watchers, so I am going to do that tomorrow. I'll start out at 24-29 points. But that won't be for very long, because I'm just at the very bottom of that scale. Normally when I start these things I don't tell people, because I am afraid to fail. But, we will see how well I do. Exercise, I don't know if I am going to keep this up or not. I started out pretty good a few weeks ago and then that fell off.
Boys. There's this guy I like a lot. He knows I like him a lot. I told him as much. He says I remind him of his ex-girlfriend. He had told me that a couple times, before I had even fallen this hard for him. So I thought I that I wasn't being given a chance because someone before me screwed up. But he said it is because he doesn't want to use me to fill the void she left, because that would not be fair to me, that I deserve better than that. He's confused and wants to make decisions for the right reasons. That he still needs some time to think, but please don't leave him.
This is also the kind of thing I normally leave out of my blog. I would normally just post it on the uberbrain where my uberfriends and only my uberfriends could see it and offer advice. But I figured what the hell, let everyone see it, I don't care.
I don't know how to date. I've never really dated before. I was with Kirk for so long. I don't know "the rules." I just know I'm crazy about this guy. But then again, I also work retail, and most weekends, so I don't have much of a dating life anyway.
And I just burped. And I could taste the Whopper I had for dinner.
Posted by at March 14, 2004 10:32 PM
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Yay, Becky!! Congrats on the weight loss. Keep it up.
Posted by: Sarah at March 15, 2004 12:45 PM
definitely congrats on the weight loss and the courage for letting people know about it and not being afraid to fail. =)
and about dating - it's better if you don't know the rules. who the heck wants to be liked because they followed some stupid rules? be yourself and just be friends. if more develops - whee! it's so much easier said than done, though, yeah?
Posted by: arifa at March 16, 2004 03:39 PM
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