May 18, 2004
MAY
May is tough. But then, true change always is. I'm realizing that alot of what's going on this month involves discipline. With time, money, food, energy, whatnot... I've been working on flow for so long that I started flowing a bit too fast or something. My Aunt said something about sort of half-assedly doing something, that really kicked home. Oftentimes I claim to be doing something, but on a deeper inspection, I'm not nearly as commited as I claim to be. There are a few areas where self-regulation/discipline should be more present, and I'm getting out the stick. It's a nice, glittery, flexible stick, but a stick none the less. I've been anti-commitment so avidly, and changing that is making me cranky, even though I know it's time. I'm commiting to commitment.
2 hours left on 24. I'm already getting nervous for tonight's hour!
Posted by kam at May 18, 2004 06:13 PM
Comments
24!!! DUDE! am i evil for laughing when he said that he was going to make stephen sonders watch while his daughter died? jack is so bad ass!
Posted by: arifa at May 18, 2004 11:31 PM
Martha and I were totally feeling for Jane. She's like the new Kim. Next season she'll be stuck in a cougar trap!
Jack is the baddest of all bad asses!!
Posted by: kam at May 19, 2004 01:22 PM