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December 12, 2003
Friday, 10:09am
I'm happy it's Friday.
Things that are currently up for release include but are not limited to:
1. Sweets. Time to cancel sweets. They've ruled my digestive system for too long now, and it's time to just quit that shit.
2. Slack. Too much slack allows for too much slack.
3. Boys. No more boys for me. I'm only interested in Men, as they can handle it better when I eventually go my own way.
4. Need. Too much need distracts from the present moment.
Meditation all day long, while acting at the same time, and also working on personal betterment and compassion... makes for lots of thought release. I dig it.
Posted by kam at 10:14 AM | Comments (1)
December 09, 2003
yogasms
So I used to keep this list of helpful kamming tips. They were little insights that popped into my mind as I was doing yoga of some kind. Now they seem to me more like yogasms than kamming tips... powerful moments of union between my mind and body.
I have a feeling that my blog might turn out to be some kind of evolution of that list. Hmmm....
Posted by kam at 04:38 PM | Comments (0)
Tuesday, 3:02pm
So I just populated collage cube #5. I'm rolling along on kamiam.com, making progress in the filing. My giant online filing cabinet of creativity. As I spend all this time going through all these different things I've created, it's freaking me out a bit to see how much there is. I've only put a tiny dent in the amount of artwork that will be translated into kamiam.com format. One thing that keeps me happily humming along, is that I still work my work, and I still do it my own fucking way. I adore being an artist of life.
I had the best telephone convo with my dear friend Jeremy yesterday. He's in Amsterdam and I miss him greatly, though I wouldn't have him be anywhere else right now. He's in his flow out there as I am here... we were talking about moments of exquisite serenety and how they seem to coincide with disc TWO of the Velvet Underground Box Set. So I said to Jeremy that I knew two things that were absolutely true of myself when I graduated from high school and was setting out to make my world: One, I'm a punk rocker, and Two, I'm a fucking talented artist. The cool thing, is that those are still the top two things that are still true of me. Mmmmmm... I love questioning my beliefs over and over, and always finding those two things at the core. It's that self-knowledge, that ability to CREATE and inspire and ART ART ART.... that has alot ot do with these moments of exquisite serenety. Jeremy, I raise my glass to you and say again, "Here's to doing it different".
Not sure I'm getting any better at blogging. Every time I type an entry, it feels like a verbal flail.
Posted by kam at 03:13 PM | Comments (2)
December 02, 2003
Monday, 11:05pm
Today as I was about to walk out my front door, it struck me that I feel as creative as I did when I was just out of high school. It was that same feeling as when I knew that punk rock was in my blood more than blood was. This is a mighty development... in the past I've felt like my choices have led me down the "damned by the man" road, but it all turned out pretty slick and I'm feeling like an artist again. Not just a worker drone... but an ARTIST. Man. That word means alot to me, and has just given me alot to meditate upon.
Sweet.
Hmmm... the system is being cranky and not letting me post. Thus, I'm going to just let this entry sit here and I'll try to post it again later. Yes, that'll do. Cheerio.
Posted by kam at 12:16 AM | Comments (0)